Everything changes SO DRASTICALLY and sometimes its for the better. I'm able to look at your posts and see her name and not mine and be okay with it.

ok this has everything to do with the fact that I've been able to move on myself and find happiness again.
but then BOOM it comes at me like nothing else I ever thought would come at me. I understand, just like I understand everything all the time. but God Damn it sucks!!! I don't know what I did to always be in something like this. I don't know why I always hang on also.