Thursday, September 1, 2011
It worries me that there was a reason it did this, but I'm obviously thankful it did. It gave me a message that something might be dangerous and needed to be shut down. I don't know what might be dangerous but lets just hope it doesn't do that again.
This new setup is amazing. Absolutely amazing. I normally don't care about anything like this, but I'm not going to lie. I had uninstalled the old blogger because I wasn't using it enough/ it didn't have too many options on the application. This one however, cathes my attention. I finally got a tumblr and love it, even though it's annoying as hell to reblog somethig and then have to scroll to the very botton again. ( or wherever I was ) we will see where this application takes me, and if I start to find people on here/follow them. We will se.
For now, it's back to work for me! I seriously work way too much and it's starting to make me crazy!!! I've been singing at work all day like it's my fricked profession.... I swear I can acuallu sing well though!!!
Sunday, August 7, 2011
ok this has everything to do with the fact that I've been able to move on myself and find happiness again.
but then BOOM it comes at me like nothing else I ever thought would come at me. I understand, just like I understand everything all the time. but God Damn it sucks!!! I don't know what I did to always be in something like this. I don't know why I always hang on also.
Thursday, August 4, 2011
You say " you wouldn't understand " how it came to be in just one week. Yes, it was a few more weeks than one, but when I fell in love with you, I was there, right? I was part of something brand new with someone I never met before then, I can understand my own situation, so why not this one? Truth is, I do understand, far too well. Just like I understood everything else you were going through that I got involved in. I understand things before you do, and it kills me to have you so blinded by someone to not understand what I do, until they leave you for a man....
Well guess what... I've done it too. I've let go of my problems in the past, I've allowed myself to accept the future for what it is, I've become happier than I have been in a long, long time. I've built something that's indescribable and amazing, something I never want to let go of. I've mentioned you and what I felt for you, even how it got there. I'm using what I learned from my relationship with you to better myself and make the best out of this new ship, shall I say. I'm going to set sail off the shore of sorrow and sail into the unknown, letting all my insecurities float until they're captured by something magical.