I really need to stop crying, and stop caring so much, and stop getting so attached to people. Especially when I know I shouldn't be getting attached to them but I still do, and then it ends up destroying my heart.
I feel the whole room spinning right now and I don't want to stop it. It's such the strangest feeling; not the first time it's felt like this though either. I don't know what I'm doing; neither does anyone else. What does that even mean? I know I'm making a fool out of myself, but that doesn't make me want to stop. You don't think I'm making a fool though... but you're still talking to other girls. So what is it?


AND why has my cat been playing with a FURBALL for the past two hours?!?!?! It's the weirdest thing..ever.