My Family

Is crazy. No matter what, there's always a friggin argument about something. I've been on vacation with them the past week... and its been something not out of the ordinary that's for sure! Every day is something different. It just makes me want to move out more and more. I want to start my own life with my own family sooner than later. I know this isn't possible though, seeing how I'm turning 23 on Monday, far too young to have my own family. Other than my age, I still have two more years of school to put myself through. I wanted to earn at least three thousand this summer to pay off last semester and go back in the fall, but that simply wasn't going to happen. I have to drive at least half an hour every morning and then again every evening to get out to Waltham to my jobs. That's at least seven hours of driving a week for work, never mind when I go to a friends house that's at least 45 minites away. I know my lifestyle costs more than I can afford, but it's the least I can do for myself since I've worked almost everyday of my life since I was 14... now if only I had something to show for my hard word other than ex girlfriends closets and a new phone...

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school urges

I've always been one to really enjoy being in school learning and challenging myself. I'm currently on vacation enjoying time off from my four jobs, but even still I am absolutely bored most of the time!! Today I started thinking about how badly I want to be back in school. Then I thought about that time is about 4 months away, since I do not have 3 thousand dollars to pay last semester off and return for this upcoming fall. I had every plan to work four jobs and earn the money I need to continue right in the fall, but I'm afraid all the driving I do ia taking away from being able to do this. I spoke to my boss at Bertuccis about needing more hours and he told me whatever I want I can have. So I'm hoping I can get a bunch of doubles so I can just work all day there and not have to break my day up and go out to Waltham every single day. As much as I enjoy the driving time to myself...my bank account is a little lonely.... we will see.

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